I'm not really sure where to start but I'm so tired of feeling this way. Just seems like everytime I turn around there is something bugging me. I'm not usually this kind of person. I'm pretty Happy all the time.
I Love being a MOM and a WIFE.
Just lately everything is upseting me.
I know that maybe it's the time of year the holidays are coming up and being away from My Family in Ohio.
Missing alot of people who have passed away at this time of year.
Missing my angel babies so much more since I had Carly.
I know to that my Step-son Jared is giving us some problems at home right now.
There are other little things but I do know that I Love My Family and I hope this soon will pass.
So I'm praying so much :
Just please help me though this difficult time right now.
I know that through knowing you and trusting you I can get though anything that comes my way.
Just help me in saying the right thing at the right time.
You have blessed my life with so much.
I just wanta thank -you for all my online friends
They mean so much to me with being so far from HOME.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.