Today is 4 months since I miscarried my Little Sweet Pea. Feels like yesterday !!
I Love You Little One !!
Yesterday I went to my children's school and when I walked in the door I ran into one of the Kindergarten teachers. We are good friends but since she had her baby a month after I had my Little Carly , she had quit teaching. Her little guy is almost two like Carly. We started talking and then she says look did you hear I'm pregnant again w/a boy due in July. I was nice and put on that fake Smile. I didn't cry til I walked away after we talked. It just hit me like a shot in the heart. I was due in July I know she didn't know it but I wanted to scream.
Then I walked back out the door to wait for my kiddos from school. So I sat in the sunshine & then I looked at my flip flop & there was a beautiful ladybug. I thought it was my Sweet Pea saying Mommy it's ok I Love You. Just thought I would share this ~
4 years, 3 months, 3 weeks, and 5 days.
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