Friday, May 6, 2011

4 Months & My Yesterday

Today is 4 months since I miscarried my Little Sweet Pea. Feels like yesterday !!
I Love You Little One !!

Yesterday I went to my children's school and when I walked in the door I ran into one of the Kindergarten teachers. We are good friends but since she had her baby a month after I had my Little Carly , she had quit teaching. Her little guy is almost two like Carly. We started talking and then she says look did you hear I'm pregnant again w/a boy due in July. I was nice and put on that fake Smile. I didn't cry til I walked away after we talked. It just hit me like a shot in the heart. I was due in July I know she didn't know it but I wanted to scream.

Then I walked back out the door to wait for my kiddos from school. So I sat in the sunshine & then I looked at my flip flop & there was a beautiful ladybug. I thought it was my Sweet Pea saying Mommy it's ok I Love You. Just thought I would share this ~


Debby@Just Breathe said...

Sending you a ((HUG))

New Year Mum said...

Thinking of you today and what a beautiful sign for your little one. Love always xoxo

Trennia said...


That corgi :) said...

hugs to you Caroline; I'm glad you got that special gift of a ladybug.....


Debbie said...

Aww, that's sweet about the ladybug! {{{hugs}}} ~Debbie

Jessica Hanson said...

:) I'll take any little sign I can. I am sorry Caroline, this life is so hard sometimes. Until eternity, my friend. And your little sweet-pea is in great company!


Sarita Boyette said...

Thinking of you. I know your heart just broke when you heard the teacher's news, though you were happy for her. The little ladybug came to calm you. xoxo

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