Last Night in some of the quiet moments of our home, I was sorta organizing some of the gifts for everyone. I had opened the boxes that my family from Ohio sent the children. I don't put anything under the tree because at this house these kids would never make it to Dec 25, LOL.
Then just out of the blue no one was up but ME. My mind started thinking and I thought about how there should be two more children at our home. I think about them alot and wonder and wonder sometimes what things would be like........... Also my husband as really opened up and talks more about our children in heaven. I think since we had Carly it makes him wonder just what life would be like and oh the joy. We both love kids sooooo much.
Then after I sat there and cried for about 10 minutes, I felt better, well somewhat. My Mom always told me a good cry can do wonders. Sometimes it really does.
Then I thought about how God gave his son so that one day we could all go to Heaven that believe in Him. Somedays well most days I just can't wait, I wanta go to right now. Happy Birthday Jesus.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.