I have been having alot of different feelings lately. I think sometimes they are getting the best of me. I'm happy and sad. Doing my share of crying and being joyful during this special time of year.
But yesterday really got me, I have a Facebook acct. A friend that I had on there ended up to be a fake. She was a real person but the story she was telling others was not. I haven't spent alot of time thinking about it but today in our quiet house except for the sound of Dora's Christmas on Nick Jr. Carly and I were the only 2 at home today. I was thinking ....................
Why would someone want to tell a story of what so many Mommy friends on here have gone through and I have too.
It's not a fun thing because it never goes away and it is nothing to joke about.
So while it does upset me to no end. I think of what God would want me to do. So I'm praying for this young lady and I know that God can forgive. I'm praying to for God to give me a kind of peace about the whole ordeal. I realize things like this happen alot but it just blows my mind. I hope that she never has to walk the road that so many of my blog friends and I have had to.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.