Here lately i just don't know what is up. I just wanta be me. I want to be that loving Mommy and Wife that I know is still here , filled w/ always a smile and so much fun. I just wanta be okay about things I have to walk through. I know God you love me and there is nothing I can't do without you. It's hard sometimes to Trust and know that something good comes out of everything. So I'm just holding on to the fact that I have you as my Rock when all else fails. Just please know that it's sometimes hard for me once again to go through this. I'm going to try really hard when that part of me wants to just run so far away. I can be strong for so many but now when I want to I sometimes find it hard too.
I Love You God and trying so hard to trust in you.
4 years, 3 months, 3 weeks, and 5 days.
3 years ago