Thursday, June 30, 2011

Emotional Moments

This is me these past few days.......

Just so emotional.

Why ??????

We should have been getting ready to welcome a new baby to our home. Instead of that , as I turn the calander tomorrow I'm reminded. I haven't forgotten our last loss. My little Sweetpea. I'm not going to go on about how much it still hurts me , my husband and children. It's there and it will always be.

I had said that Carly was having problems sleeping so we put her in a toddler bed. No more crib the baby part is gone. So Monday a lady that lives in our complex needed a crib for her daughter that is moving here with her. I felt good being able to help someone else out. My husband and I discussed it and no more children. I'm getting up there in age for babies even though I have what I call Awesome deliveries under three hours. I'm not stopping it but I feel like it's just the end.

Most of all I'm so blessed to be a Mother to all seven of my children. Especially when Doctors told me I would never get that way or have a child. So today as I say Goodbye to the crib and Hello to the month of July tomorrow , I know there will be a day to see those children.

I think of this song , I love it so much.



Kristin said...

I'm so sorry, Caroline. I will be keeping you in my prayers and thoughts. Sending you a huge TX sized hug your way! I love that song too!!

Sarita Boyette said...

Thinking about you, Caroline. You are an awesome mother to all your babies, the ones here and the ones in Heaven. July will be bittersweet, I know. One day you will get to love on little Sweet Pea and the other two in Heaven. xoxo

That corgi :) said...

(((Caroline))) I am so sorry; I can imagine this is so very hard for you. It was nice despite your sadness and your pain that you were willing to reach out and help someone by providing your crib. Still it is sad that this chapter of your life is ending and for that I am truly sorry :(


Raquel said...

Thinking of you! Hugs!!

Holly said...

I love that song.... ((hug))

Debby@Just Breathe said...

((HUGS)) So nice of you to give your crib away.

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