We should have been getting ready to welcome a new baby to our home. Instead of that , as I turn the calander tomorrow I'm reminded. I haven't forgotten our last loss. My little Sweetpea. I'm not going to go on about how much it still hurts me , my husband and children. It's there and it will always be.
I had said that Carly was having problems sleeping so we put her in a toddler bed. No more crib the baby part is gone. So Monday a lady that lives in our complex needed a crib for her daughter that is moving here with her. I felt good being able to help someone else out. My husband and I discussed it and no more children. I'm getting up there in age for babies even though I have what I call Awesome deliveries under three hours. I'm not stopping it but I feel like it's just the end.
Most of all I'm so blessed to be a Mother to all seven of my children. Especially when Doctors told me I would never get that way or have a child. So today as I say Goodbye to the crib and Hello to the month of July tomorrow , I know there will be a day to see those children.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.