Do you feel you have more good days then bad ones ?
Yes I can say I have good days but really what is a good day. A good day is when there are no tears I feel. I know everyone is different but I do well I have four children on this earth that keep me going. I'm a Mommy & I will forever miss those children. Yes I laugh and have fun but that void will be there until Heaven. I don't think there is ever a day that they don't cross my mind. I don't get all teary eyed but I miss them as I watch all the amazing things these children do. Dates are hard and the holidays but I do better sometimes then what I think.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.