Day 20 ~ If you have anger , What are you most angry about ?
I'm not really a angry person ,but with my first miscarriage I am still angry. I'm angry at the ER for the way they treated me. I was so afraid of what was happening to me. They put me in a room & then someone came back to check on me , then left me alone for at least 30 min. I think it was more like almost a hr but now it doesn't really matter. I knew I was losing my baby but before I was told for sure some nurse brought me a paper on miscarriage. I was still hanging on and hoping so much. There was one nurse that came back later & told me I'm sorry but we are busy. I just wanted someone to help me & I had no idea what was really happening. It just hurts me to think that even though they were busy no one could come back and answer my questions. I had to ask 3 times if I could go to bathroom , couldn't even get a answer. I will never forget that day & even though I knew down deep I was losing Riley I wonder if they could have taken time for me could someone have done something. I just pray no one has to go through something like that. I'm not really that angry now just a hurt that will never totally leave my mind.
I'm glad my second & third miscarriages wasn't as bad. Nothing nice but I didn't go through anything like that first one.
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