I'm typing I need to vent ~ sorry but sometimes I get like this. So instead of yelling at a person or like this time people , my blog is going to catch it.
My Step-children , I love them and I care but I'm sad or hurt. Christmas was this past weekend of course. Didn't hear anything from the two in Ohio. Jessica is home from college on break but her Mom doesn't have a phone. Justin lives there too , not sure if he has a cell phone. Paul hasn't really heard much from him since he went back there in May. Paul thought maybe the kids would be online but sometimes they are and they never bother with him. I did mail them a Christmas card from us. Jared lives here with us so he is the only one we talk to. They never sent him a message either. It's SAD !! I guess it all comes down to what's important and I know even though I'm miles from home I still take the time once a week to call my family. Sometimes I shed a tear cause I'm lonely but I know that they know I care. I guess after losing children and my own Father I look at life a lot different. Life is fragile and so important cause none of us knows what tomorrow brings.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.