I'm hurt , I'm sad that someone had to hurt my feelings. It happened yesterday , it might have meant to be that way in the end but it did. It happened yesterday just before I went to Jennifer's tea party at school. I was on Facebook for a bit while Carly was eating lunch. A friend that I used to work with but haven't talked to for a few yrs. I have mentioned my losses the past few days and so I got a message from this friend. This is what it said......
"Did you have a baby die ? "
Nothing really wrong with the question so I said yes I lost two children. She sent me one back saying Oh really , How old ??????
I replied told her one at 12 wks a boy and one at 8 wks.
She replied Wow that's nothing to get upset about. With all your other children you should be thankful. Everything costs so much too. Just don't take things so hard , you never got to see them so you really can't miss them. Gotta run , Oh yeah I'm sorry.
Well today as I sit here and type it hurts that people say those things. This isn't the first time I have heard it and it won't be my last. I'm not the kind of person to get mad and argue about it. It just hurts my feelings. Those two children are still loved just as much as the four that live with me today. I'm still there Mommy nothing will ever change that. It's just the fact that the holidays are hard enough. It was just a bad time to hear that. I pray that the person that said this or anyone else never has to walk this road , cause it hurts. One thing that helps on days like this is the fact I know I will see them one day and that makes me Smile :)
Riley and Little Muffin
Mommy loves you both so much. <3 <3 XXOO
This hectic thing we call life.
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