I'm joining my friend Franchesca in her Blog Hop ~ Small Miracles. Just click on the button if you would join in.
While I have been trying to decide what to write about today , this quote came to my mind. I so love it and it is so true. It holds a lot of meaning to me.
Most of you know I'm a BLM and it was something that my parents never got me ready for. It's a part of life I was given without the choice but here I am.
I had three wonderful children then one day I found myself starting to walk this road when I lost what should have been my fourth child. broken hearted , WHY ME GOD ?????? Then I healed and once again I became pregnant and lost my fifth child. Then I became pregnant with my sixth child , nervous , scared and so very filled with fear of once again losing. I prayed I cried and pregnancy was such a touchy subject for me every movement I made was hard. I had recently moved to Nevada so I had to find a OB. When she found out how old I was she wanted me to go for testing to see if the baby would have Down's or anything else. I took the chance , she even suggested terminating but I said NO. I will take the chance. My Hope that I never lost and I brought my Rainbow Baby Carly home. It wasn't easy , but the HoPe was always there. God was always there.Carly is my small miracle when people in the world said No.
Even after my most recent loss this past Jan 6th 2011 to what would have been my seventh child. I still had HoPe and I still believe never give up , listen to that small voice Try One More Time.
Romans 12: 12 - Be joyful in hope , patient in affliction , faithful in prayer.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.