Wednesday, February 24, 2010

A Little Sad - Turned Out Happy Day

Seems like this is all I wanted to do today ...........

Not sure Why ???????

Just dealing with some feelings

or a case of Grief .........

I could cry at the drop of a hat today but I did feel better. It was just Carly and I this afternoon. I decided to try to change our living room around a little. I don't like things the same way all the time.

I was just thinking about how there should be two more children at our home. I miss those kids I never got to meet. I wonder what they would have looked like or who they might be taking after. I have been watching Carly do so much the last couple weeks and think of how this is the first time I have watched a child grow and do things since I lost my babies. I look at things so different and maybe what I thought was important isn't anymore. I feel better I sat and prayed this afternoon and Carly was watching Dora not really knowing that Mommy was feeling blue.

I pulled things together and the rest of the gang came home from school.

Fixed supper and then it was off to Ridge's Science Fair tonight. Ridge got second place in his class. We were so proud of him and I cried again but this time they were Happy Ones and I can deal with those.

God Bless


Trennia said...

Believe me I've had days like that, more to come I'm sure.That's awesome Ridge got 2nd place!!!

stitchndeb said...

I've been having some blue days lately too. Melanie's science fair is next week. Congrats to Ridge!! ~Debbie

Jessica Hanson said...

good job Ridge! Caroline, thinking of you today.
Love you!

Lilly's Mom (Desiree) said...

Saying a prayer for you now. =) I think those days will always be lurking around the corner for us all.
Love & Hugs,

Holly said...

I'm sorry it was a tough day for you! Sending you a hug!! And I hope that you feel better.

Congrats to Ridge!

Just Breathe said...

Living with "what if" must be very difficult. I am so sorry. ((HUGS))

Great job Ridge! Hooray....

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