Wow I guess that's all I can say. I have mixed emotions today. I woke -up today & in tears thinking somehow I hardly felt pregnant. Today was my due date & I was so hoping to have my baby. This is the first pregnancy that I have been to a Dr for everything. I guess I'm sorta upset & disappointed that things didn't happen. Baby is still moving I guess it's just not time yet. I have been walking & trying different things to try to start things but nothing seems to work, I talked to my Mom & she told me to try not to stress to much that when baby is ready she will be here. I guess I'm just excited to meet our little girl. If I don't have her by Wedesday Morning I will have another Dr Appt. My Dr wants to induce & I had my other children natural & I would like to do that again. I'm hoping since I am dialating that she will let me go another week. I took a walk after supper & I had a few contractions but they have sorta quit again. So I guess it's more waiting & hoping it's soon.
I'm a wife to a very special man ~ Paul , who is just Awesome. I'm a Mommy to four wonderful , amazing children on Earth Ridge , Thaniqua , Jennifer and our Little Rainbow Baby Carly. I have four children in Heaven Riley , Little Muffin & Sweet Pea , Rosebud who I miss but know that One day we will be together. Also I have three step-children which are all in there 20's.