So Blessed & Congrats to Special Friends

As most of you know that follow my blog on a regular basics , I would be having a baby soon like this month.

Well this loss has been a little more difficult since Thaniqua & Jennifer are able to understand more but at the same time it has been good. We have been able to talk and deal with it TOGETHER.

Well last week I got these pics emailed to me. Thaniqua's kindergarten teacher was also pregnant & due in July. We are good friends. When I was pregnant with Carly she also was pregnant with her first a little boy named Trevor. He was born May 25,2009. Carly was born April 29 ,2009. We always joke maybe those two will be boyfriend girlfriend , Lol.

She gave birth to Tyson William on July 7, 2011 at 7:07pm. She told me she joked with her husband that if he would have weighed 7lbs 7oz she was going to send him to the casino , Lol. He weighed eight pounds.




Looking at these pics makes me sad but at the same time I'm Happy. I'm so happy for them and getting to see him grow up and playdates w/the kids. I'm also excited for Heaven. I have three babies waiting on me. Three children I never held and it makes me so thankful that even through pain Yes I am so Blessed.

Congrats Joel & Jenny & Big Brother Trevor. Tyson is so handsome & such a blessing.

Project 365 - Day 198

Our neighbor lady gave the kids her old shopping cart to play with. Carly found a good use for it to push her bunny around in. I somehow thing Thaniqua had a lot to do with it.
So cute !!!!

A Couple Random Things

Wow , I'm finally on the computer.......
On Saturday our internet went down for some unknown reason ????
It finally came back on tonight after dinner. It was nice it was just the internet and not the TV. Even if the TV would have been down it still would have been ok.

Paul also took a couple days vacation Thurs & Fri just to rest up. He has been working a lot and just stressed out at work & tired. We didn't do anything special but spend some quality time together as a family.

So I will be playing catch up on blogs and such , just to let you know.
Have a great one.

Project 365 ~ Day 196

Fire on top of one of the mountains here in town.
Someone was playing with fireworks. Luckly they got it out before it got out of control.

Five Minute Friday ~ Loss

I found this blog hop & thought I would join in. Sometimes it seems like all I have is Five minutes.

Five minutes to just write, and not worry if it’s just right or not. Kind of like how the rest of my life is at the moment.

Want to join me?

1. Write for only five minutes.
2. Link up by clicking on the button.
3. Go leave some comment love for the five minutes
who linked up before you.

It’s great , give it a try and see. Here is the topic ~

LOSS

GO .......

Loss is hard , sad and it never goes away.

I remember when I was three someone took my cat. It was hard another cat couldn't take it's place.

In High School I lost a boyfriend in a car accident. Also in High School I was a cheerleader and seen heart breaking losses during ball games.

I lost my Dad when I was 21. It hurts , then when I was married I lost 3 children to miscarriage. I live with all of this everyday. There are tears and hard days but there is HOPE in knowing God that one day there is a Heaven. There is trusting God that we will see those people again. That's what gets me through the days. Knowing God loves me and he is always there.

Loss is tears but it is not the end.

STOP

My five minutes for today.
OK, your turn – show me what you’ve got.

Project 365 - Day 195

Big Brother ~ Little Sister
Hands on training is always best. <3 <3
Love this picture !!!

Wordless Wednesday

Another beautiful pic from my cousin in Florida. Amazing !!!!!