International Babylost Mother's Day ~ 2011

Happy International Babylost Mother's Day.

It's a bittersweet day this past week has been this way. My Rainbow baby Carly turned two. It's been emotional I should still be pregnant. Baby should have been here in July. I'm blessed through it all.

I do want to thank so many of you either that read my blog or another Babylost Mom who has helped me. Five years ago I had my first miscarriage , handed a little book about loss and sent on my way from the hospital. I remember the nurse saying you have other children you will be fine. Fine ??????? I thought........... never fine cause I still miss all of them. I have learned a lot about life since then. Every pregnancy doesn't always mean a healthy baby. I thought it would never happen to me. I'm not happy it has happened to me but I have met some wonderful ladies through blogging. This club is amazing even though I wish I had never been a part of. We are all here for each other good times and bad.

Last night on Facebook I had a young lady who I wasn't friends w/ wanted to tag a picture of the Lily that Carly started for IBMD. I did and added her as a friend. Here she recently lost a child in Jan 2011. I was happy to be able to reach out and talk about this special day. That's what this is all about helping each other being united in grief. Remembering our children and being a beautiful Mother.

From my heart I care and love you all so much. I may not always leave a comment or on Facebook a lot of my friend I may not talk a lot but I carry you all in my heart.



Remembering our children today ~ Riley ~ Little Muffin ~ Sweet Pea ~



Love you all , Mommy