~ Project 365 - Day 120 ~

Water line broke outside our home. So happy the water stayed outside.

Smile & Prayers

A single smile costs nothing a simple kindness may change someones world.

Sometimes in all that life throws us being busy at whatever. We forget the simple little things like a smile can do so much. Just being kind in this world that has so much anger at times. I have been busy lately but yesterday one of the teachers was telling Ridge how he made her day better just by his Smile. Made me stop and think of how much it does.

Have a great day !!

Also please keep all those affected by the bad storms in your prayers. It is so sad for all those.

~ Project 365 - Day 119 ~

Little Miss Carly just waiting on her Birthday Party !!!
Happy Two yrs old sweetie !!
Love you :)

Two Years Two Fast ( Lots of Pics )

It's so hard to believe that today April 29 , 2011 you sweet Carly , turning 2 yrs old.
Our rainbow such a blessing to our family. We all love you so much.

Happy Birthday Little Miss Carly !!!!!!

From Mommy , Daddy , Ridge , Thaniqua and Jennifer & your siblings in Heaven.

Daddy is so proud he only worked with you one day and your already telling everyone your two. Such a quick learner. I made you a cake with Dora and of course Rainbow sprinkles.




Today I was looking through pictures. Time has passed so fast !!!
I thank God everyday for being so blessed to be your Mommy !!!

Here are some of my favorites , still can't believe your two !!

~ Project 365 - Day 118 ~

I love these trees. Jennifer said they remind her of Grandma my Mom , she loves pink. I could look at these forever and not get tired.

International Babylost Mother's Day

This coming Sunday is International Babylost Mother's Day.
It's the first Sunday in May. If you would like a flower or more information just click on either button. This is such a wonderful thing I just love it !!



International Babylost Mothers Day
United in grief, we find love and strength. IBMD recognizes babylost women all over the world as mothers. Just because a woman loses her first baby does not mean that she is not a mother anymore. She will be a mother for the rest of her life. On this sp...ecial day in May we come together to celebrate our connection, our children and our hope for the future. IBMD is a day for love, peace, remembrance and recognition. If you know a babylost woman why not tell her today that she is a beautiful mother.

~ Project 365 - Day 117 ~

There are so many people who speed through School Zones. I wish people would remember to slow down for everyones sake. Sometimes children don't always pay close attention. I seen a close call today made me stop and think.
Life is so fragile.

Spring In Nevada

Spring in the high desert is beautiful. This has to be my favorite time of the year. In the summer it is Hot & Dry. Also very very brown. Being from Ohio I soak in all the pretty spring they have here cause most of the green will be gone before you know. The end of May.

Here are some beautiful pics , I love all the colors.










Have a wonderful day !!!

~ Project 365 - Day 116 ~

One of our favorite places to go. I love the library and so do the kids. I'm so glad it's so close to our house. It's ok about 2 blocks if we cut through the park.

30 Years Ago

30 years ago today , I lost my boyfriend in a auto accident. We had been to a party and he was almost home. I will never forget that day. Yes there was drinking and I'm not proud of that but God decided to take him home.

Even though so much has changed , I will never forget the last time I saw you. If only I had known it was my last time to hug you , kiss you or just some of the silly things we did. I think of all the memories we made and you still were the only guy to buy me purple roses. I wish I could go to your grave today but I can't. I'm too far away. I probably will call your parents today. We still talk once in a while. Just know that even though your in Heaven I still miss you and think of that terrible day. You will always be someone very special to me.

Lots of Hugs to my very special friend forever.

So Busy & A Carly Scare

I have been busy and busy. I love my job - being a Mommy , but sometimes I just need some ME time and it's been tough lately. I like to try to blog everyday cause I enjoy it. Last week was hectic....... I'm running behind on reading , hoping to catch up tonite.

I had lunch bunch three times and awards day too , last week.
Well Jennifer had a little runny nose & cough so last Monday I kept her home. It was my day to eat lunch w/her so I decided to throw it all on Wednesday the day I had to be there for awards anyway. I knew the school wouldn't mind. So I watched them all get awards which all got Honor Roll , Perfect Attendence & Citizenship. Yay Kiddos !!!! I'm always so HAPPY for them. I still find it hard to believe we are on the last quarter of school. The year is almost finished.

I had lunch that day w/ everyone which was nice. Not all at the same time everyone got there time w/ Mom , Lol.
Then after I ate with Ridge I had about a two hrs left so instead of going home. I decided to volunteer for the rest of the day in Thaniqua's class. It was fun & I enjoyed it.

I missed my Carly. I spend a lot of time w/ her being home all the time but I couldn't wait til school was out to see her. Jared watched her for the day. She was happy to see me too.

After I got home , I started dinner. Carly wanted to go out w/the kids to play. Jared took her out and after about fifteen minutes Thaniqua came in and said Carly put a BB in her mouth. She found it somewhere in the grass. We don't have one but I think a older kid must have had one. Jared had tried to get it out but she wanted to bite him. I didn't care if she bit me or not. Finally after five minutes of fighting her I won. I told Paul when he came home from work. He sorta smiled and said Carly must have missed you and wanted some time w/ Mommy. Just glad things worked out.

~ Project 365 - Day 115 ~

I caught Carly sleeping !!!
I Love It !!

Easter Pics & A Wink

I took a few pics from Breakfast at church yesterday. Carly and Paul stayed home cause Carly didn't sleep well Saturday night and was super fussy. So Big Kids and I went. Breakfast was great & so was the service.





After service they had a egg hunt. Kids enjoyed that. It was really windy out so I was glad Carly wasn't there. It was blowing about 50mph.




When we were leaving Jennifer said Mommy look what's on my jacket ???? It was a Ladybug. I couldn't get a picture but I was happy it was like a little wink from Heaven letting me know our children in Heaven were right there w/us. Sorta like the Pastor had said in the service. No matter what , those that have passed on before you are always there w/you everyday. I still can't wait for Heaven , so glad Jesus died for you & me.